Nameless: Chapter One
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ONE
The first week in September that year saw the heat of summer not yet faded in Chicago, which was where our television signal and our official weather reports came from. In Low Ferry on the other hand, far from Lake Michigan and with wider, clearer skies, we could see autumn closing in and an especially brutal, cold winter hard on its heels.
Across the street from my shop, the cafe was stacking cartons of flour in airtight containers and freezing basins of butter and meat for when the roads washed out late in the year. For much the same reason, I was stocking my shelves with new books, tight bound and good smelling, to fill the days when the television signals would slack and die and the impassable roads meant no trips to the nearest movie theater, three towns over and across the river.
We were in that transition time, when we put the heat on at night but left the windows open during the day, and through mine I could half-hear music from the radio in the cafe across the street. Over that came the occasional sound of a car driving past and, eventually, footsteps on my gravel walk.
I glanced up from my unpacking, looked out the window, and sang out:
"L'amour est un oiseau rebelle
que nul ne peut apprivoiser,
et c'est bien en vain qu'on l'appelle,
s'il lui convient de refuser."
Carmen, the victim of my serenade, laughed and pushed open the glass door into the shop.
"Don't sell your business," she advised, wandering over to my counter. She had her daughter deftly propped on one hip and began digging in her pocket with her other hand, first the front of her apron and then the jeans underneath.
"A man can dream, Carmen," I said, leaning on the counter. "I think I should get points for effort. Not to mention remembering anything about the opera at all."
"You were off-key. And I think you learned all you know about opera from children's cartoons."
"Better than knowing nothing about it," I said. "What can I do for you today? Book for the squirt? New shipment came in but the magazines won't be delivered until next week."
Carmen finally gave up and set Clara down near the low rack of children's books so she could ransack her other pockets. Clara immediately located one about dinosaurs and began mauling it.
"I need some change," she said, producing two wrinkled twenty-dollar bills. "We're running low at the cafe and the bank's closed because Nolan's all alone over there and the man has to eat lunch sometime."
"Sandra and Michael still off sick?" I asked.
"Yeah, poor kids."
"Don't pity them too much. No bets on how they both came down with it at the same time."
"Really? Sandra and Michael?" she inquired.
"Well, I heard it from Cassie who got it from Nolan's little sister who says she saw them necking in the safety-deposit vault, but you know Sandra's parents don't think much of Michael. At least that's what Jacob says. So I suspect they're keeping it a secret."
"You know everything," she said, while I counted out ones and fives for her.
"People tell me things." I shrugged and stuffed her change in an envelope. "You keeping Clara at the cafe today?"
"Actually, I was just about to deliver her to Paula."
"Paula?" I asked. "Really? You know they don't childproof hardware stores."
"Well, my regular babysitter's back in school now, she can't take Clara until three-thirty. They don't let her wander around the bulk nail bins, and Paula calls it even if I bring her dinner. Unless you want to – "
"Love you like a sister, not going to babysit your hurricane," I said hurriedly.
"Then you don't get to judge Paula," she replied. "Thanks for the change. Gotta get back – lunch rush is on. Clara!"
Clara looked up from the book she was mangling and reached out for her mother. Carmen, who will never be lauded for her observational skills, took her hand and led her out the door, down the porch steps and across the gravel, book still dragging from Clara's other hand.
I was considering closing up and getting lunch myself when I caught movement through the window. A stranger was standing on the pavement outside, studying the sign that hung off the front porch, arm cocked so that his fingers rested against the back of his neck, shifting from foot to foot.
He was a tall man, hardly old enough to have left off being a tall boy, in a battered tan jacket and blue-jeans. I probably wouldn't have noticed him if we'd passed on the street – we get a lot of tourists in the village, right up until mid-October or so. As it was, with him studying my shop and me studying him, I got a pretty good look. Hair the same pale tan as his jacket, a little gangly, perhaps not quite fully grown into his body, a spine stiff with tension. A nice face but not particularly unique: firm features, ordinary chin and nose, wide eyes.
After a moment, he climbed the steps and crossed the porch, pushing open the glass-paneled door.
Unlike most people, he didn't pause when he stepped inside. Even someone who knows what they want and how to find it will usually stop to orient themselves, to check out the new-books display and the magazines. The step, the pause, the glance, the turn, the search; people only do this in bookstores. I think it's because books mostly look alike on the outside; it's harder to tell Nietzsche from Jane Eyre than it is to tell a hammer from a screwdriver or an apple from a potato.
This was different. He looked around for people instead of books and he did it on the move, already ducking not-quite-furtively behind the nearest shelf even as he took in the fact that I was the only one in the shop. I remember wondering if he was planning to steal something, but it's hard to come up with many reasons people would steal books, especially this far out in the country. They have a low resale value, after all, and you can't eat them.
He pretended to read the cookbooks for a while, then drifted past the science fiction novels to the small rack of art books near the back. He studied the spines, tilting his head this way or that to see them better. He did finally reach for a book, above and to the left of the art section – home improvement. A relatively large shelf of them, given the size of my shop, but I live in a town of do-it-yourselfers.
He looked up at me to see if I was busy, and I set aside the books I had been sorting, moving the box to the floor. He ducked out of the protective shelter of the shelves and crossed the open floor hurriedly, reaching into his pocket for his wallet at the same time he set his chosen prize on the counter.
Unfortunately – more for him than anyone – Carmen burst into the shop just as he reached me. Clara was in her arms, squealing in outrage and clutching the book she'd lifted from my shelves. Carmen hustled up next to him and pointed to the unhappy child in her arms.
"Christopher, she took it. I'm so sorry, you know how she is," she said. "I didn't even notice – "
"Please, it's all right," I said. My prospective customer silently backed away a few steps. "I could have stopped her. She seemed to like it."
"Well, let me pay you – "
"I'll put it on account," I said, packaging up the book for my customer. What I thought was his book, anyway. "Pay when you have cash on you."
"Are you sure?"
"Of course, Carmen. Say no more." I held out my hand for the cash and my silent customer pressed exact change into it, which I dumped into the till.
"Thanks so much. I really am sorry," Carmen said, as Clara continued to wail.
"It's no problem. Clara, sweet child, be silent before I make you eat that," I said, and Clara shut her mouth abruptly. "You see?" I added to Carmen. "It's all in the tone."
"You're the best, Christopher. See you tomorrow!"
She left with Clara taking a renewed interest in the book, rustling the pages excitedly. I glanced around, but the silent young man in the tan jacket had disappeared as well.
It wasn't precisely a momentous occasion. People bought books from me every day. Strangers came into the shop all the time, especially in the summer months when the tourist season pulls in most of the yearly profit. Some were standoffish, uncomfortable with the closeness of the village locals. As far as I knew he was just another backpacker on his way to somewhere else. I didn't think much about it for a few days, until we saw each other again.
I was having dinner at the cafe, sitting at one of the window tables that faced out into the street. I ate in the cafe a good deal of the time, mainly because cooking for one was not much cheaper, and the cafe was so much more sociable. From the corner table at the window I could keep an eye on the shop, greet friends as they came in, and watch life revolve around me while I ate my food. Good food from the local farms, too: sweet tomatoes, ripe apples, bread, glorious yellow onions, chicken that had been pecking and squawking and scratching the day before.
By the time I'd finished dinner the streetlights were going on, and the lights in the shop windows as well. Dusk Books was eventually the only dark storefront, which meant it was time I should be getting home again. I was just putting on my coat when I happened to glance up and saw him again, standing on the sidewalk. That same brown jacket and short hair, the same hesitation, shoulders pulled in, tense and shy. He waited until a crowd of people left the cafe before he tried to enter, then caught the door on the back-swing and stepped inside, reaching behind him with his other hand to keep it from slamming when it closed.
"I beg your pardon," I said with a smile, allowing him room to pass. He ducked his head and hurried on, looking as though he was unsure whether he ought to seat himself or wait for someone to help him. I turned for a backwards glance and saw Carmen guide him to another window table, sweeping up my plate and payment as she returned to the kitchen to fetch him a glass of water and a menu.
Looking back at him as I was, I nearly ran into a young boy on the doorstep of the cafe. He looked like a local kid, about twelve years old and vaguely familiar. I was nearly certain he came in with the others to buy comic books, or the occasional required reading for school.
"Scuse me," he said.
"No, my fault," I replied. "Are you going in?"
"Do you know who that is?" he asked, peering around me at the window, where the young man sat hidden from the street behind a low curtain.
"Of course not," I answered. "Do you?"
"Not yet!" the boy said cheerfully. "He just moved here."
"Has he now."
"The old cottage at The Pines. You haven't spoken to him at all?"
Unaccustomed to being interrogated by boys in front of cafes, I shook my head.
"I sold him a book," I said. "What do you want with him?"
"Nothing!" the boy said, bolting off down the street to join his friends, who were hollering and gesturing at him from the open window of a car. He climbed in and they drove off as I cast a last look at the shadow in the cafe window.
Back in the shop, I switched on the lights and settled myself in a wing-chair near the door, feet propped on a battered ottoman. I had planned on reading, but the boy's questions had distracted me. This young man was a new neighbor, then, though not exactly a close one. The low hill and stand of trees known locally as The Pines was closer than some of the farms and not too strenuous a walk if there was no hurry, but far enough out that the little house on the hill had stood empty since last winter. It was difficult to rent as a vacation cottage even in the summer months, when the walk was pleasant and warm.
Still, it wasn't really my concern. Obviously he didn't mind the journey, and at least it would be something to talk about when business was slow.
***
I was woken the next morning by gravel rattling against my bedroom window, which overlooked the street above my porch roof. I waited until another handful had smacked into the glass and then opened it before they could reload.
"What time do you call this?" I shouted down. The figure on the walk glanced up.
"Seven o'clock!" he called back. "Come on, Dusk, out of bed! I've already milked the cows and goats and got the eggs! Brought you some!" He held up a small wire basket.
"Be down in a minute," I said, and shut the window again. I put on enough clothing to be decent and clattered down the stairs, just as he walked into the shop and flicked the lights on.
"Breakfast," he said, setting the basket on the counter.
"No croissants?" I asked. "Classless, Jacob."
"Wondering if you'd do me a favor," he replied, hitching a hip against the counter in a farmer's lean. He made a spare gesture, flicking his fingers at the worktable against the back wall. "You got all those...book tools."
"Binding equipment, yes," I said, ducking under the counter. "Need something bound?"
"Well, I got my dad's Farmer's Guide," he said, laying a dusty, crack-spined book on the table. I whistled and picked it up.
"Rural Bible. This looks like a first printing," I said.
"Couldn't speak to that, but it's got some family things in the front, see," he said, pointing to the inner flyleaf when I opened it. The cheap binding creaked ominously. Inside the frontispiece was a series of names in various hands and shades of ink, a family tree in list form.
"This wasn't just your father's."
"Nah. Grandfather's before him."
"Definitely a first printing. Family treasure?" I asked.
"Sorta. He'll be sixty next week."
"If you don't look after this – "
"Yeah, well, s'kinda why I came in," he said, rubbing the back of his sunburnt head. "Thought you might put a new cover on it, maybe fix some of the loose pages."
I let the book fall open to a random page. Most books will open to the page that's looked at the most. In this case, it was a chapter on diseases common to children.
"How many brothers you got, Jacob?" I asked absently, studying the stitching.
"Three brothers," he said, perplexed. "Two sisters too."
"Mmhm. Well, I can do one of two things."
"Yeah?"
"I could take out the frontispiece," I said, flipping back to the first page. "Coat it in acid-free sealant. There's a new edition of the Farmer's Guide out last year, if you bought a new one I could sew it in..."
"I don't think Dad'd much go for that," Jacob said.
"Probably not. Otherwise..." I closed the book and tapped my fingers against the spine, "...I can take the cover off, take out the damaged sections, paste them and restitch them if they're durable enough, put a new cover on. Paula's got some nice leather for embossing. But that's repair rather than conservation, Jacob. It'll decrease the value of the book."
"Leather cover? You could do that?" he asked.
"Sure. It's not difficult."
"I think that wouldn't make it worth any less," he said. "Not to my dad, anyhow. Leather cover, that'd be something else. You do all that by next week?"
"I don't see why not. Longest wait is for the glue to dry."
"How much you charge for something like that?"
I studied the cover, already thinking about the work. Slice with a scalpel there, and there. Fresh white waxed twine for the new stitching, not too tight or it'd rip the paper. Maybe some reinforcement on the brittle pages.
"Tell you what, run down to Paula's when she opens up, get some of that leather she sells – here, these dimensions," I said, scribbling out rough measurements on a scrap of paper. "You pay for that and bring me some of that cheese you make in spring and we'll call it even."
"You sure about that?"
"It's really good cheese, Jacob."
He laughed. "When's Paula get in?"
"About an hour. Come on upstairs, I'll make you some of these eggs."
"Nah, I got to make some deliveries. Bring you the leather this afternoon."
"Suit yourself," I said, putting the book in a desk drawer, behind the one functional lock in the entire building. "I'll be here all day."
He let himself out while I collected the basket of eggs and made my way upstairs. There was a small jar in the basket as well, packed with salted butter. I put a pan of water on to boil and cracked two eggs into a bowl, leaving the rest in the fridge. Fresh poached eggs and buttered toast are worth a wake-up call at seven in the morning any day of the week "but Sunday", as they say in Low Ferry.
After breakfast I opened the shop, not that there was anyone waiting, and settled down with the Farmer's Guide. I spent the better part of the day getting the cover off and delicately dissecting the segments of the text block, looking through each portion for ripped pages. Most of the twine used to stitch it together with was rotting. A really thorough job would mean picking out the stitches and re-sewing all of it, which took time and care. And there was no time like the present to start.
I was stitching merrily away, a pot of wheat paste at my elbow, when my silent customer slipped in again, right past me as I was working on a fiddly part of the book. I didn't dare look up until I'd finished, and by then he'd was nothing but a shadow behind a shelf.
I set the paper down carefully and checked the clock. Nearly three, which meant –
Even as I thought it, a crowd of students crashed into the shop, fresh from school and still carrying their backpacks.
"Hey!" I called, and most of them looked up. My customer did too, a sharp sudden movement. "Backpacks by the counter, you guys know the drill."
They rolled their eyes and piled their bags in an untidy heap, flocking around the magazines and comics. Among them was the boy who had questioned me the day before, rubbing his dark-haired head in consternation as he studied the newest arrivals. The children weren't interested readers, except for a few exiles who had more books than friends, but all of them lived for the day the comic books came in.
The little demons were learning economics, at least. I didn't know who had come up with the idea, but the children had discovered that if each of them bought a different comic, they only needed to buy one each – they could share them around at school or in the play-yard afterwards and read all the comics they pleased for a small price. The weekly negotiations over who would buy what were always very much in earnest.
While they were dickering over who got to buy what, and thus who had nominal ownership of which, my customer stalked behind the shelves until he had circled the children and was in the clear, with the children on his right flank and the door, an easy retreat, to his left. He stood there, indecisive, until desperation drove him out into the open and up to my counter.
He set the book down and offered me a small smile along with his cash (exact change) as I rang up the total. It was an odd amount, something I'd seen recently, and I looked at the book again.
"I'm sorry," I said. "Didn't you already buy this book?"
He looked surprised. "No, I bought another book."
"No, I'm sure it was this one," I insisted. "Was it defective?"
"No, it wasn't this book."
"Because if it was, you could return it. Weren't you satisfied with it? It didn't fall apart or something, did it? Was it inaccurate?"
"I – don't know," he confessed. "Actually, you gave me a different book instead."
"I did what?" I asked.
"There was a mix-up when..." he held his hand up to show Carmen's height. "The woman and girl came in. You gave me another book instead while you were dealing with her. I should have checked my bag. I don't want to return it," he added hurriedly. "I liked it."
"Did I overcharge you for it?"
"Oh, no, not really."
"What did I give you?"
"Greek myths. Ovid."
"One of these?" I asked, holding up a copy of Selected Myths of Ovid's Metamorphoses. The high school was using it for a literature course that fall.
"I didn't want to complain, it's just that my roof leaks. I don't blame you or anything," he added clumsily.
"I'm so sorry – here, take the book at my cost," I said, offering it to him.
"No, I'd really rather pay..."
"But it's my fault. Let me make it right with you," I said.
"I don't – " he cut off abruptly as several of the children swarmed around him, insinuating themselves against the counter so that I'd see them first when he left. He suddenly found himself engulfed in a sea of adolescents while trying to argue a point of pride with me. I felt a certain amount of pity for him.
"Please, I don't mind. I enjoyed it, so it doesn't matter," he insisted. He set the money on the counter and withdrew his hand, nearly elbowing one of the children in the nose as he did so. The boy from before had sidled up on his other side, comic books held tightly against his chest, and now he craned his head up and around the stranger's ribcage.
"Hello," said the boy with a curious look.
"Hello."
"You've moved into the cottage, haven't you? You buy a lot of books," the boy continued.
"Please, go first," the stranger said. The boy beamed at him and offered me his comic books, which meant all the other children began jockeying for place behind him. My customer withdrew again, back to the cookbooks, leaving his money and his book behind. There wasn't much for me to do but ring up the children as quickly as possible and break apart a scuffle that started when a boy grabbed the wrong bag and its rightful owner socked him in the arm.
When the last of them were gone he was still there, pretending to have been reading the backs of books the entire time. He waited another few minutes before he set a paperback down, carefully using his sleeve to rub his fingerprints off the slick cover, and returned to the counter.
"You should have gone first," I said. "They're impatient little beasts sometimes."
"I don't mind," he stammered. "May I have my book now?"
"Of course," I said, giving up on restarting our argument about payment. I offered him the book wrapped in a clear plastic bag, normally reserved for rainy weather or people with a lot to carry. "See? So you can make sure you have the right one this time."
He looked down at the title through the plastic. "Yes, I see," he said gravely, clearly uncertain whether or not I was joking.
"So you've moved into the cottage at The Pines?" I asked, as the ancient cash register spat out a receipt. I tore it off and offered it to him. He shoved it in a pocket absently.
"Word travels fast."
"Get used to it. I'm Christopher," I added, offering him my hand.
"Lucas," he replied, hesitating briefly before shaking.
"Staying the winter?" I asked, while he shifted uneasily and glanced around.
"Probably through spring at least."
"You working in town?"
"Not really," he said abruptly. "Thank you – have a nice day."
He was out the door and down the steps before I could get another reply out.
***
It is a natural human urge to settle in certain formations, which can be repeated in a village of five thousand even more easily than a city of five million. The village is merely the city stripped to its basic component parts, after all: places to gather, places to buy and sell, places to live, places to play. The church, the shops, the houses, the park.
Low Ferry's major road was a two-lane blacktop lined with shops, the only reliably-plowed street in the winter. During the summer the cheap asphalt sometimes melted and stuck to peoples' shoes. My shop, and my little apartment above it, stood about midway down the road in the heart of our bustling retail district which consisted of my bookshop, the hardware store, the cafe -- which was also a general store and sold homemade jam in summer -- a department store with a grocer's built into one side of it, and two antique shops that closed when the tourist season ended each year. At the northern end of the road, before it shot off in search of a freeway to join, there stood a small squat wooden church which was attended by nearly everyone who lived in the village.
Spreading out from the shops in a vaguely oval pattern were shady streets with pleasant grass-yarded houses, none more than a decent half-hour's walk from the center of town. The two lower schools stood on one side of town and the high school on the other, closer to the manicured sports field. To a child it must have seemed pretty tedious, spending eighteen years with the same forty or fifty faces. Or maybe it was reassuring. I went to school in Chicago, where the faces changed from year to year.
Beyond the village, the access roads stretched between hills and fields, threading around farms and across a river that flowed under the highway to the southeast, and routinely flooded the roads during the spring thaw.
Off to the west, one of the roads led to an old abandoned farm, rotting for lack of use. Before the sodden and crumbling farmhouse, however, the road split and the smaller fork wound up a small hill covered in pine trees. In the shade of The Pines was a little cottage, probably built by the man who once built and abandoned the farmhouse. It was situated so that the road curled around the house, the front door facing south-west and the kitchen windows predominantly east to catch the sunrise in the winter. The hill and trees shielded the western sunset, making for early darkness even when the days were long. It's difficult to find a reason anyone would have built the cottage or a reason anyone would stay there, since a wide two miles of field lay between the cottage and the nearest edge of the village. In the winter it would be cut off without a four-wheel-drive or a long cold hike on snowshoes, and it had no advantage in its isolation.
In addition, the roof leaked.
Paula, who ran the hardware store, was the second person to ask me about Lucas. She came over the day after I was commissioned to repair the Farmer's Guide, bringing with her a mallet and a stylus set I'd asked to borrow so I could emboss the new leather cover. I capped the scalpel I was using, set it somewhere I'd remember to find it later, and joined her at the counter.
"Tools for the master," she said, passing them over. "Whaddaya give me for them?"
"My undying gratitude?"
"Can I eat gratitude?"
"Fine, grab a few magazines," I said, waving a hand at the rack while I looked through the box of oddly-shaped implements.
"So have you heard about the new boy in town?" she asked, studying the golf magazines. There weren't any golf courses within forty miles, but we had lots of wide open fields.
"Lucas?" I asked.
"Is that his name? He didn't introduce himself," she said. She thumbed through one of them and put it back. "Just gave me a list and asked where he could find it all."
"What did he buy?"
"Aluminum, some three-quarter nails, all-weather caulking, shingles. Do you know what he's doing here?"
"Patching a roof, from the evidence."
"Funny, Christopher. You know what I mean. Who is he?"
"Well, if you wanted intel in return for the loan of your tools, you should have said so."
"I'll pay for the magazines," she sighed.
"Good. Man's got to earn a living somehow." I closed the lid of the box and set it on the workbench. "His name is Lucas, he's living at the cottage out at The Pines, and he has a leaky roof. Aside from that, he's terrified of children and direct questions."
"Terrified of everything."
"He seems nice enough."
"Sort of a gawky kid, isn't he?"
"We can't all be grace and charm like you are," I answered. She snickered.
"He made me nervous," she continued. "Skulking around the shelves, always half-behind something."
I accepted the magazines she'd chosen and rang them up. "I don't think he has any intention of stealing anything, if that's what you're asking. He paid at my place, anyway."
"Unless he's casing us for a midnight attack."
"Yes, Low Ferry is a prime target for hardened criminals," I drawled. "He'll score a life-changing forty-seven dollars from my cash register."
"You never know."
"He's a stranger here. I'm sure he's just feeling his way."
"Maybe. Anyway, he won't get far without a hammer or a caulk-gun."
"I imagine he might have a hammer."
"The man had to buy nails, Christopher."
"All right, maybe not. Why didn't you try to sell him one?"
"Well, I'm not sure. I didn't think about it until later. I told you, I was unnerved."
"Find it in yourself to be re-nerved." I offered her the magazines with her change on top. "Listen, why don't you package up a caulk-gun and a hammer and I'll take them out to him. It's a long walk into town. I don't think he has a bicycle."
"Wouldn't work very well out on that rutty old dirt road," she sniffed. "You haven't got a bicycle either."
"I don't mind the walk."
"You're either too unselfish or too curious for your own good."
"I can't be both?" I asked with a smile. She made a face, but twenty minutes later she had returned with a metal bucket. Inside was a strange, skeletal contraption I took to be the caulk-gun, a generic cheap hammer, and a pair of wicked-looking snips for the sheet aluminum.
"What's the bucket for?" I asked.
"In case he gives up on the repairs," she replied with a grin.
It was nearly dark at that point and I didn't particularly enjoy the idea of walking down a rutted dirt road or crossing a pitted field with only the moon to guide me, so I put the bucket near the front door to remind me in the morning. I guessed that a single night wouldn't make any difference, even if the smell of early-autumn rain was already on the wind.
I felt differently the next day, when the heavens opened at around seven in the morning and the rain came pelting down. I didn't mind a little wet, personally, but it was true that I liked my wet to stay firmly outside and away from my books. If I were a young man with a leaking roof, I would be frustrated not to have the proper tools.
So, I dug my umbrella out of the closet and hung up the closed sign on the door. I followed the main street south and then turned onto one of the residential roads, ambling along until I'd left the houses well behind. Halfway across the wide field that led from town to The Pines, the asphalt ended abruptly where Low Ferry's municipal authority did, and turned instead into a dirt road carved up with tire tracks. The cottage was just barely visible as a blot on the side of the hill.
The fields had long grass to catch some of the water; it might get my pants wet but it would mean avoiding the oil-slick mud on the road. I set out at an angle to the dirt track, heading directly for the hill and the small building clinging to the side of it.
I was almost at the incline when I realized there was a figure on the roof: Lucas, in a pair of thick-soled boots and several layers of clothing, kneeling on the shingles. He had a rope tied around his chest, the other end hitched to the chimney to keep him from breaking his neck if he slipped.
"Hi-ya!" I called, when I thought I might be close enough to be heard above the steady patter of the rain. He looked up and over his shoulder, curiously.
"Hi," he called back. "Are you lost?"
"Not at all! I've brought you some tools," I replied. The words were just barely out of my mouth when I decided it sounded kind of absurd, but Lucas didn't seem amused so much as grateful.
"Thank god," he answered, and untied the rope from around his chest. He walked carefully to one edge of the roof and, before I had time to be surprised, he dropped over the eave and was hanging with one hand on the guttering, measuring the distance down with a glance. The roof was only about fifteen feet off the ground to start with, and he fell into the soft soil below with hardly a grunt. It wasn't graceful, but he did land on his feet.
I held up the bucket by the handle. He let out a short, sharp bark of laughter, startling me.
"That's not what I expected," he said, and then blushed. "I mean, thank you. Would you – uh, come inside? Out of the rain?"
He gestured to the back of the house and I followed him, through a weather-battered door and into a bright yellow kitchen. We stamped the mud off our boots on the mat just inside and Lucas removed an enormous ragged coat, revealing a corduroy shirt buttoned up over a turtleneck underneath, the collar and wrists dark where they'd gotten wet. He threw the coat on a chair next to the little breakfast table and invited me with another spare gesture to set my umbrella out to dry.
The kitchen didn't look exactly lived-in. There was nothing on the walls but a few pans hanging on hooks, and no visible food on the counters. The only personal touch was a small planter box filled with green sprouts. They didn't look like they'd survive another week, let alone the winter. The door to what I assumed was the living room was closed tightly.
Lucas went to a high shelf at the back of the kitchen and took down two mugs, back turned to me as he spoke.
"I telephoned the shop to ask what I was missing," he said. "I was told someone would bring out what I needed. They didn't say you would do it."
"I volunteered. I wanted to see what you'd done here," I answered.
"Not much," he said, taking a pan off a hook and setting it on the stove. "I have cocoa or coffee."
"Cocoa?"
"Yeah. I...like cocoa?" he ventured.
"That's fine then."
He nodded and took a bottle of milk from the fridge, pouring it into the pan. "Sit down if you want."
I pulled out a chair and sat, stretching my legs towards a heating vent while he lit the gas on the stove.
"Live alone out here?" I asked.
"Yep," he answered shortly. He took a makeshift hammer out of his belt, a wooden mallet wrapped in leather, and set it on the counter, replacing it with the hammer from the bucket I'd brought. Next he studied the caulk-gun for a while, then picked up the tube of caulk and fitted it in with a single, efficient gesture and a soft snap.
"Not your first time fixing a roof?" I asked.
"Oh, yes it is," he answered. "It's not something I've run into a lot, in my life."
He disappeared into the living room and returned with a wide piece of thick cloth, wrapping it around the aluminum snips before shoving them in his pocket.
Is this the first time you've lived alone?" I asked. He stopped and looked directly at me.
It wasn't that he seemed particularly malicious. There was a touch of innocent surprise in his stare. At the same time, however, it was almost as if he were trying to look past me – searching for another version of me, another kind of Christopher who had asked a different question altogether and had gotten a much more satisfactory answer than I was likely to get.
"This is the first place that's been mine," he said finally. He jerked the pan's handle lightly and the milk hissed as it slapped against the hot dry sides. He turned off the heat and added spoonfuls of dark powder to the mugs before pouring precisely half the milk into each. He passed me one and leaned on the counter nearby, hip hitched just over the edge, blue light through the window picking out shine in his wet hair.
"The leaks don't seem to be serious," I said, to make conversation. "Did you need to be up there fixing it in the rain?"
"They aren't so bad," he allowed. "They'll rot the ceiling, though, and they come through here and there." He opened a cupboard by way of example. Water was dripping from the top of it down into a bowl on the highest shelf.
"Rain can't last that long, though," I answered. "You could have waited until it was clear, couldn't you?"
"It's better to do it this way. At least then I know if I've actually stopped the leak or not," he answered.
"And have you?"
"Stopped the leaks? Two so far. Some need sealing from the inside."
"You didn't climb up to the roof to begin with, then."
"There's a trap-door into the attic, and a gable-window on the far side lets out onto the shingles. I would have come to get the tools, you didn't need to bring them all this way," he continued. He seemed more confident, in his own kitchen and on relatively solid factual ground. "That could have waited until the rain was over."
"I like the rain," I said.
"Who's minding your shop?"
"Nobody. I closed it before I came."
"Will you lose business?"
"I doubt it. It's the middle of the day, and it's raining. There's hours until school lets out."
"The children like you," he said.
"They like my comic books."
"I need to give you money," he said, taking a sudden conversational swerve. "For the woman at the hardware store."
"She'll put it on account for you. I mean, she does know where you live," I said, "Or she'll...hold your change," I continued, even as he was pressing a few battered bills into my hand.
"I like to pay promptly," he said.
"Then Paula will like you," I answered, tucking the cash into a pocket. "Do you want some help with the roof?"
"No, there isn't much more to be done," he said. "You're welcome to stay if you want, until the rain stops. It'll only be muddier going back. But you have your shop," he added, more to himself than to me. "You'll want to get back to your shop."
"I'm used to the mud," I said. "I don't mind it. Sure you don't want help?"
"No, thank you," he said, and set his empty mug in the sink. "I'll walk you down to the field."
He left me at the base of the hill, in rain that was softening from vicious to merely steady. It isn't wise to ignore where one is going, walking across a muddy field, but I turned around every so often to see if he had gone back to his repairs yet. By the time he returned to his patching, I was halfway home and his coat was a dark speck on a distant roof.
When I arrived back at the shop I changed out of my muddy clothes, padding around the ground floor in clean socks and ancient blue-jeans while I waited for the mud on my boots to dry. The boy who was so curious about Lucas was there again with his friends, but he had wandered away from the table where they were doing their homework (or at least where they were folding their homework into paper airplanes to throw at each other). He ducked one particularly well-aimed shot and leaned his elbows on my counter, hoisting himself up a little and then dropping down again.
"Have you gone to see Lucas today?" he asked.
I set down my sorting and looked across at him. "Yes, I have – how did you know?"
"I saw your boots," he replied. "Has he patched his roof yet?"
"You're quite the Sherlock Holmes," I said.
"That's the sort of thing people tell me when they think they shouldn't have to answer me because I shouldn't know enough to ask," he said solemnly.
"I'm sorry," I said, a little taken aback. "He was patching it when I left. He'll do better now that he has a real hammer."
"That's good. Are you going to buy firewood for winter?"
"Probably," I said. "Why?"
"Dad's got some split and seasoned cords for sale. Give you a half-cord for credit."
I raised an eyebrow. "What's your dad say about that?"
"He wants to shift it. He says I can sell to you for credit and it'll make me read more."
"Do you think it will?"
The boy grinned. "More comic books, anyway."
I laughed. "Done deal."
He offered a hand and I shook it.
"Do you think Lucas needs some?" he asked.
"I'd think so. He might not know he does, though. You're a salesman, sell him some."
"Okay, I will," he said, and went back to his friends, ordering them imperiously to be quiet.
theoriginalsam in anticipation of a second novel being posted at the comm, chapter one of which is below. For a longer explanation you can check the introduction post over at copperbadge. Enjoy! ONE
The first week in September that year saw the heat of summer not yet faded in Chicago, which was where our television signal and our official weather reports came from. In Low Ferry on the other hand, far from Lake Michigan and with wider, clearer skies, we could see autumn closing in and an especially brutal, cold winter hard on its heels.
Across the street from my shop, the cafe was stacking cartons of flour in airtight containers and freezing basins of butter and meat for when the roads washed out late in the year. For much the same reason, I was stocking my shelves with new books, tight bound and good smelling, to fill the days when the television signals would slack and die and the impassable roads meant no trips to the nearest movie theater, three towns over and across the river.
We were in that transition time, when we put the heat on at night but left the windows open during the day, and through mine I could half-hear music from the radio in the cafe across the street. Over that came the occasional sound of a car driving past and, eventually, footsteps on my gravel walk.
I glanced up from my unpacking, looked out the window, and sang out:
"L'amour est un oiseau rebelle
que nul ne peut apprivoiser,
et c'est bien en vain qu'on l'appelle,
s'il lui convient de refuser."
Carmen, the victim of my serenade, laughed and pushed open the glass door into the shop.
"Don't sell your business," she advised, wandering over to my counter. She had her daughter deftly propped on one hip and began digging in her pocket with her other hand, first the front of her apron and then the jeans underneath.
"A man can dream, Carmen," I said, leaning on the counter. "I think I should get points for effort. Not to mention remembering anything about the opera at all."
"You were off-key. And I think you learned all you know about opera from children's cartoons."
"Better than knowing nothing about it," I said. "What can I do for you today? Book for the squirt? New shipment came in but the magazines won't be delivered until next week."
Carmen finally gave up and set Clara down near the low rack of children's books so she could ransack her other pockets. Clara immediately located one about dinosaurs and began mauling it.
"I need some change," she said, producing two wrinkled twenty-dollar bills. "We're running low at the cafe and the bank's closed because Nolan's all alone over there and the man has to eat lunch sometime."
"Sandra and Michael still off sick?" I asked.
"Yeah, poor kids."
"Don't pity them too much. No bets on how they both came down with it at the same time."
"Really? Sandra and Michael?" she inquired.
"Well, I heard it from Cassie who got it from Nolan's little sister who says she saw them necking in the safety-deposit vault, but you know Sandra's parents don't think much of Michael. At least that's what Jacob says. So I suspect they're keeping it a secret."
"You know everything," she said, while I counted out ones and fives for her.
"People tell me things." I shrugged and stuffed her change in an envelope. "You keeping Clara at the cafe today?"
"Actually, I was just about to deliver her to Paula."
"Paula?" I asked. "Really? You know they don't childproof hardware stores."
"Well, my regular babysitter's back in school now, she can't take Clara until three-thirty. They don't let her wander around the bulk nail bins, and Paula calls it even if I bring her dinner. Unless you want to – "
"Love you like a sister, not going to babysit your hurricane," I said hurriedly.
"Then you don't get to judge Paula," she replied. "Thanks for the change. Gotta get back – lunch rush is on. Clara!"
Clara looked up from the book she was mangling and reached out for her mother. Carmen, who will never be lauded for her observational skills, took her hand and led her out the door, down the porch steps and across the gravel, book still dragging from Clara's other hand.
I was considering closing up and getting lunch myself when I caught movement through the window. A stranger was standing on the pavement outside, studying the sign that hung off the front porch, arm cocked so that his fingers rested against the back of his neck, shifting from foot to foot.
He was a tall man, hardly old enough to have left off being a tall boy, in a battered tan jacket and blue-jeans. I probably wouldn't have noticed him if we'd passed on the street – we get a lot of tourists in the village, right up until mid-October or so. As it was, with him studying my shop and me studying him, I got a pretty good look. Hair the same pale tan as his jacket, a little gangly, perhaps not quite fully grown into his body, a spine stiff with tension. A nice face but not particularly unique: firm features, ordinary chin and nose, wide eyes.
After a moment, he climbed the steps and crossed the porch, pushing open the glass-paneled door.
Unlike most people, he didn't pause when he stepped inside. Even someone who knows what they want and how to find it will usually stop to orient themselves, to check out the new-books display and the magazines. The step, the pause, the glance, the turn, the search; people only do this in bookstores. I think it's because books mostly look alike on the outside; it's harder to tell Nietzsche from Jane Eyre than it is to tell a hammer from a screwdriver or an apple from a potato.
This was different. He looked around for people instead of books and he did it on the move, already ducking not-quite-furtively behind the nearest shelf even as he took in the fact that I was the only one in the shop. I remember wondering if he was planning to steal something, but it's hard to come up with many reasons people would steal books, especially this far out in the country. They have a low resale value, after all, and you can't eat them.
He pretended to read the cookbooks for a while, then drifted past the science fiction novels to the small rack of art books near the back. He studied the spines, tilting his head this way or that to see them better. He did finally reach for a book, above and to the left of the art section – home improvement. A relatively large shelf of them, given the size of my shop, but I live in a town of do-it-yourselfers.
He looked up at me to see if I was busy, and I set aside the books I had been sorting, moving the box to the floor. He ducked out of the protective shelter of the shelves and crossed the open floor hurriedly, reaching into his pocket for his wallet at the same time he set his chosen prize on the counter.
Unfortunately – more for him than anyone – Carmen burst into the shop just as he reached me. Clara was in her arms, squealing in outrage and clutching the book she'd lifted from my shelves. Carmen hustled up next to him and pointed to the unhappy child in her arms.
"Christopher, she took it. I'm so sorry, you know how she is," she said. "I didn't even notice – "
"Please, it's all right," I said. My prospective customer silently backed away a few steps. "I could have stopped her. She seemed to like it."
"Well, let me pay you – "
"I'll put it on account," I said, packaging up the book for my customer. What I thought was his book, anyway. "Pay when you have cash on you."
"Are you sure?"
"Of course, Carmen. Say no more." I held out my hand for the cash and my silent customer pressed exact change into it, which I dumped into the till.
"Thanks so much. I really am sorry," Carmen said, as Clara continued to wail.
"It's no problem. Clara, sweet child, be silent before I make you eat that," I said, and Clara shut her mouth abruptly. "You see?" I added to Carmen. "It's all in the tone."
"You're the best, Christopher. See you tomorrow!"
She left with Clara taking a renewed interest in the book, rustling the pages excitedly. I glanced around, but the silent young man in the tan jacket had disappeared as well.
It wasn't precisely a momentous occasion. People bought books from me every day. Strangers came into the shop all the time, especially in the summer months when the tourist season pulls in most of the yearly profit. Some were standoffish, uncomfortable with the closeness of the village locals. As far as I knew he was just another backpacker on his way to somewhere else. I didn't think much about it for a few days, until we saw each other again.
I was having dinner at the cafe, sitting at one of the window tables that faced out into the street. I ate in the cafe a good deal of the time, mainly because cooking for one was not much cheaper, and the cafe was so much more sociable. From the corner table at the window I could keep an eye on the shop, greet friends as they came in, and watch life revolve around me while I ate my food. Good food from the local farms, too: sweet tomatoes, ripe apples, bread, glorious yellow onions, chicken that had been pecking and squawking and scratching the day before.
By the time I'd finished dinner the streetlights were going on, and the lights in the shop windows as well. Dusk Books was eventually the only dark storefront, which meant it was time I should be getting home again. I was just putting on my coat when I happened to glance up and saw him again, standing on the sidewalk. That same brown jacket and short hair, the same hesitation, shoulders pulled in, tense and shy. He waited until a crowd of people left the cafe before he tried to enter, then caught the door on the back-swing and stepped inside, reaching behind him with his other hand to keep it from slamming when it closed.
"I beg your pardon," I said with a smile, allowing him room to pass. He ducked his head and hurried on, looking as though he was unsure whether he ought to seat himself or wait for someone to help him. I turned for a backwards glance and saw Carmen guide him to another window table, sweeping up my plate and payment as she returned to the kitchen to fetch him a glass of water and a menu.
Looking back at him as I was, I nearly ran into a young boy on the doorstep of the cafe. He looked like a local kid, about twelve years old and vaguely familiar. I was nearly certain he came in with the others to buy comic books, or the occasional required reading for school.
"Scuse me," he said.
"No, my fault," I replied. "Are you going in?"
"Do you know who that is?" he asked, peering around me at the window, where the young man sat hidden from the street behind a low curtain.
"Of course not," I answered. "Do you?"
"Not yet!" the boy said cheerfully. "He just moved here."
"Has he now."
"The old cottage at The Pines. You haven't spoken to him at all?"
Unaccustomed to being interrogated by boys in front of cafes, I shook my head.
"I sold him a book," I said. "What do you want with him?"
"Nothing!" the boy said, bolting off down the street to join his friends, who were hollering and gesturing at him from the open window of a car. He climbed in and they drove off as I cast a last look at the shadow in the cafe window.
Back in the shop, I switched on the lights and settled myself in a wing-chair near the door, feet propped on a battered ottoman. I had planned on reading, but the boy's questions had distracted me. This young man was a new neighbor, then, though not exactly a close one. The low hill and stand of trees known locally as The Pines was closer than some of the farms and not too strenuous a walk if there was no hurry, but far enough out that the little house on the hill had stood empty since last winter. It was difficult to rent as a vacation cottage even in the summer months, when the walk was pleasant and warm.
Still, it wasn't really my concern. Obviously he didn't mind the journey, and at least it would be something to talk about when business was slow.
***
I was woken the next morning by gravel rattling against my bedroom window, which overlooked the street above my porch roof. I waited until another handful had smacked into the glass and then opened it before they could reload.
"What time do you call this?" I shouted down. The figure on the walk glanced up.
"Seven o'clock!" he called back. "Come on, Dusk, out of bed! I've already milked the cows and goats and got the eggs! Brought you some!" He held up a small wire basket.
"Be down in a minute," I said, and shut the window again. I put on enough clothing to be decent and clattered down the stairs, just as he walked into the shop and flicked the lights on.
"Breakfast," he said, setting the basket on the counter.
"No croissants?" I asked. "Classless, Jacob."
"Wondering if you'd do me a favor," he replied, hitching a hip against the counter in a farmer's lean. He made a spare gesture, flicking his fingers at the worktable against the back wall. "You got all those...book tools."
"Binding equipment, yes," I said, ducking under the counter. "Need something bound?"
"Well, I got my dad's Farmer's Guide," he said, laying a dusty, crack-spined book on the table. I whistled and picked it up.
"Rural Bible. This looks like a first printing," I said.
"Couldn't speak to that, but it's got some family things in the front, see," he said, pointing to the inner flyleaf when I opened it. The cheap binding creaked ominously. Inside the frontispiece was a series of names in various hands and shades of ink, a family tree in list form.
"This wasn't just your father's."
"Nah. Grandfather's before him."
"Definitely a first printing. Family treasure?" I asked.
"Sorta. He'll be sixty next week."
"If you don't look after this – "
"Yeah, well, s'kinda why I came in," he said, rubbing the back of his sunburnt head. "Thought you might put a new cover on it, maybe fix some of the loose pages."
I let the book fall open to a random page. Most books will open to the page that's looked at the most. In this case, it was a chapter on diseases common to children.
"How many brothers you got, Jacob?" I asked absently, studying the stitching.
"Three brothers," he said, perplexed. "Two sisters too."
"Mmhm. Well, I can do one of two things."
"Yeah?"
"I could take out the frontispiece," I said, flipping back to the first page. "Coat it in acid-free sealant. There's a new edition of the Farmer's Guide out last year, if you bought a new one I could sew it in..."
"I don't think Dad'd much go for that," Jacob said.
"Probably not. Otherwise..." I closed the book and tapped my fingers against the spine, "...I can take the cover off, take out the damaged sections, paste them and restitch them if they're durable enough, put a new cover on. Paula's got some nice leather for embossing. But that's repair rather than conservation, Jacob. It'll decrease the value of the book."
"Leather cover? You could do that?" he asked.
"Sure. It's not difficult."
"I think that wouldn't make it worth any less," he said. "Not to my dad, anyhow. Leather cover, that'd be something else. You do all that by next week?"
"I don't see why not. Longest wait is for the glue to dry."
"How much you charge for something like that?"
I studied the cover, already thinking about the work. Slice with a scalpel there, and there. Fresh white waxed twine for the new stitching, not too tight or it'd rip the paper. Maybe some reinforcement on the brittle pages.
"Tell you what, run down to Paula's when she opens up, get some of that leather she sells – here, these dimensions," I said, scribbling out rough measurements on a scrap of paper. "You pay for that and bring me some of that cheese you make in spring and we'll call it even."
"You sure about that?"
"It's really good cheese, Jacob."
He laughed. "When's Paula get in?"
"About an hour. Come on upstairs, I'll make you some of these eggs."
"Nah, I got to make some deliveries. Bring you the leather this afternoon."
"Suit yourself," I said, putting the book in a desk drawer, behind the one functional lock in the entire building. "I'll be here all day."
He let himself out while I collected the basket of eggs and made my way upstairs. There was a small jar in the basket as well, packed with salted butter. I put a pan of water on to boil and cracked two eggs into a bowl, leaving the rest in the fridge. Fresh poached eggs and buttered toast are worth a wake-up call at seven in the morning any day of the week "but Sunday", as they say in Low Ferry.
After breakfast I opened the shop, not that there was anyone waiting, and settled down with the Farmer's Guide. I spent the better part of the day getting the cover off and delicately dissecting the segments of the text block, looking through each portion for ripped pages. Most of the twine used to stitch it together with was rotting. A really thorough job would mean picking out the stitches and re-sewing all of it, which took time and care. And there was no time like the present to start.
I was stitching merrily away, a pot of wheat paste at my elbow, when my silent customer slipped in again, right past me as I was working on a fiddly part of the book. I didn't dare look up until I'd finished, and by then he'd was nothing but a shadow behind a shelf.
I set the paper down carefully and checked the clock. Nearly three, which meant –
Even as I thought it, a crowd of students crashed into the shop, fresh from school and still carrying their backpacks.
"Hey!" I called, and most of them looked up. My customer did too, a sharp sudden movement. "Backpacks by the counter, you guys know the drill."
They rolled their eyes and piled their bags in an untidy heap, flocking around the magazines and comics. Among them was the boy who had questioned me the day before, rubbing his dark-haired head in consternation as he studied the newest arrivals. The children weren't interested readers, except for a few exiles who had more books than friends, but all of them lived for the day the comic books came in.
The little demons were learning economics, at least. I didn't know who had come up with the idea, but the children had discovered that if each of them bought a different comic, they only needed to buy one each – they could share them around at school or in the play-yard afterwards and read all the comics they pleased for a small price. The weekly negotiations over who would buy what were always very much in earnest.
While they were dickering over who got to buy what, and thus who had nominal ownership of which, my customer stalked behind the shelves until he had circled the children and was in the clear, with the children on his right flank and the door, an easy retreat, to his left. He stood there, indecisive, until desperation drove him out into the open and up to my counter.
He set the book down and offered me a small smile along with his cash (exact change) as I rang up the total. It was an odd amount, something I'd seen recently, and I looked at the book again.
"I'm sorry," I said. "Didn't you already buy this book?"
He looked surprised. "No, I bought another book."
"No, I'm sure it was this one," I insisted. "Was it defective?"
"No, it wasn't this book."
"Because if it was, you could return it. Weren't you satisfied with it? It didn't fall apart or something, did it? Was it inaccurate?"
"I – don't know," he confessed. "Actually, you gave me a different book instead."
"I did what?" I asked.
"There was a mix-up when..." he held his hand up to show Carmen's height. "The woman and girl came in. You gave me another book instead while you were dealing with her. I should have checked my bag. I don't want to return it," he added hurriedly. "I liked it."
"Did I overcharge you for it?"
"Oh, no, not really."
"What did I give you?"
"Greek myths. Ovid."
"One of these?" I asked, holding up a copy of Selected Myths of Ovid's Metamorphoses. The high school was using it for a literature course that fall.
"I didn't want to complain, it's just that my roof leaks. I don't blame you or anything," he added clumsily.
"I'm so sorry – here, take the book at my cost," I said, offering it to him.
"No, I'd really rather pay..."
"But it's my fault. Let me make it right with you," I said.
"I don't – " he cut off abruptly as several of the children swarmed around him, insinuating themselves against the counter so that I'd see them first when he left. He suddenly found himself engulfed in a sea of adolescents while trying to argue a point of pride with me. I felt a certain amount of pity for him.
"Please, I don't mind. I enjoyed it, so it doesn't matter," he insisted. He set the money on the counter and withdrew his hand, nearly elbowing one of the children in the nose as he did so. The boy from before had sidled up on his other side, comic books held tightly against his chest, and now he craned his head up and around the stranger's ribcage.
"Hello," said the boy with a curious look.
"Hello."
"You've moved into the cottage, haven't you? You buy a lot of books," the boy continued.
"Please, go first," the stranger said. The boy beamed at him and offered me his comic books, which meant all the other children began jockeying for place behind him. My customer withdrew again, back to the cookbooks, leaving his money and his book behind. There wasn't much for me to do but ring up the children as quickly as possible and break apart a scuffle that started when a boy grabbed the wrong bag and its rightful owner socked him in the arm.
When the last of them were gone he was still there, pretending to have been reading the backs of books the entire time. He waited another few minutes before he set a paperback down, carefully using his sleeve to rub his fingerprints off the slick cover, and returned to the counter.
"You should have gone first," I said. "They're impatient little beasts sometimes."
"I don't mind," he stammered. "May I have my book now?"
"Of course," I said, giving up on restarting our argument about payment. I offered him the book wrapped in a clear plastic bag, normally reserved for rainy weather or people with a lot to carry. "See? So you can make sure you have the right one this time."
He looked down at the title through the plastic. "Yes, I see," he said gravely, clearly uncertain whether or not I was joking.
"So you've moved into the cottage at The Pines?" I asked, as the ancient cash register spat out a receipt. I tore it off and offered it to him. He shoved it in a pocket absently.
"Word travels fast."
"Get used to it. I'm Christopher," I added, offering him my hand.
"Lucas," he replied, hesitating briefly before shaking.
"Staying the winter?" I asked, while he shifted uneasily and glanced around.
"Probably through spring at least."
"You working in town?"
"Not really," he said abruptly. "Thank you – have a nice day."
He was out the door and down the steps before I could get another reply out.
***
It is a natural human urge to settle in certain formations, which can be repeated in a village of five thousand even more easily than a city of five million. The village is merely the city stripped to its basic component parts, after all: places to gather, places to buy and sell, places to live, places to play. The church, the shops, the houses, the park.
Low Ferry's major road was a two-lane blacktop lined with shops, the only reliably-plowed street in the winter. During the summer the cheap asphalt sometimes melted and stuck to peoples' shoes. My shop, and my little apartment above it, stood about midway down the road in the heart of our bustling retail district which consisted of my bookshop, the hardware store, the cafe -- which was also a general store and sold homemade jam in summer -- a department store with a grocer's built into one side of it, and two antique shops that closed when the tourist season ended each year. At the northern end of the road, before it shot off in search of a freeway to join, there stood a small squat wooden church which was attended by nearly everyone who lived in the village.
Spreading out from the shops in a vaguely oval pattern were shady streets with pleasant grass-yarded houses, none more than a decent half-hour's walk from the center of town. The two lower schools stood on one side of town and the high school on the other, closer to the manicured sports field. To a child it must have seemed pretty tedious, spending eighteen years with the same forty or fifty faces. Or maybe it was reassuring. I went to school in Chicago, where the faces changed from year to year.
Beyond the village, the access roads stretched between hills and fields, threading around farms and across a river that flowed under the highway to the southeast, and routinely flooded the roads during the spring thaw.
Off to the west, one of the roads led to an old abandoned farm, rotting for lack of use. Before the sodden and crumbling farmhouse, however, the road split and the smaller fork wound up a small hill covered in pine trees. In the shade of The Pines was a little cottage, probably built by the man who once built and abandoned the farmhouse. It was situated so that the road curled around the house, the front door facing south-west and the kitchen windows predominantly east to catch the sunrise in the winter. The hill and trees shielded the western sunset, making for early darkness even when the days were long. It's difficult to find a reason anyone would have built the cottage or a reason anyone would stay there, since a wide two miles of field lay between the cottage and the nearest edge of the village. In the winter it would be cut off without a four-wheel-drive or a long cold hike on snowshoes, and it had no advantage in its isolation.
In addition, the roof leaked.
Paula, who ran the hardware store, was the second person to ask me about Lucas. She came over the day after I was commissioned to repair the Farmer's Guide, bringing with her a mallet and a stylus set I'd asked to borrow so I could emboss the new leather cover. I capped the scalpel I was using, set it somewhere I'd remember to find it later, and joined her at the counter.
"Tools for the master," she said, passing them over. "Whaddaya give me for them?"
"My undying gratitude?"
"Can I eat gratitude?"
"Fine, grab a few magazines," I said, waving a hand at the rack while I looked through the box of oddly-shaped implements.
"So have you heard about the new boy in town?" she asked, studying the golf magazines. There weren't any golf courses within forty miles, but we had lots of wide open fields.
"Lucas?" I asked.
"Is that his name? He didn't introduce himself," she said. She thumbed through one of them and put it back. "Just gave me a list and asked where he could find it all."
"What did he buy?"
"Aluminum, some three-quarter nails, all-weather caulking, shingles. Do you know what he's doing here?"
"Patching a roof, from the evidence."
"Funny, Christopher. You know what I mean. Who is he?"
"Well, if you wanted intel in return for the loan of your tools, you should have said so."
"I'll pay for the magazines," she sighed.
"Good. Man's got to earn a living somehow." I closed the lid of the box and set it on the workbench. "His name is Lucas, he's living at the cottage out at The Pines, and he has a leaky roof. Aside from that, he's terrified of children and direct questions."
"Terrified of everything."
"He seems nice enough."
"Sort of a gawky kid, isn't he?"
"We can't all be grace and charm like you are," I answered. She snickered.
"He made me nervous," she continued. "Skulking around the shelves, always half-behind something."
I accepted the magazines she'd chosen and rang them up. "I don't think he has any intention of stealing anything, if that's what you're asking. He paid at my place, anyway."
"Unless he's casing us for a midnight attack."
"Yes, Low Ferry is a prime target for hardened criminals," I drawled. "He'll score a life-changing forty-seven dollars from my cash register."
"You never know."
"He's a stranger here. I'm sure he's just feeling his way."
"Maybe. Anyway, he won't get far without a hammer or a caulk-gun."
"I imagine he might have a hammer."
"The man had to buy nails, Christopher."
"All right, maybe not. Why didn't you try to sell him one?"
"Well, I'm not sure. I didn't think about it until later. I told you, I was unnerved."
"Find it in yourself to be re-nerved." I offered her the magazines with her change on top. "Listen, why don't you package up a caulk-gun and a hammer and I'll take them out to him. It's a long walk into town. I don't think he has a bicycle."
"Wouldn't work very well out on that rutty old dirt road," she sniffed. "You haven't got a bicycle either."
"I don't mind the walk."
"You're either too unselfish or too curious for your own good."
"I can't be both?" I asked with a smile. She made a face, but twenty minutes later she had returned with a metal bucket. Inside was a strange, skeletal contraption I took to be the caulk-gun, a generic cheap hammer, and a pair of wicked-looking snips for the sheet aluminum.
"What's the bucket for?" I asked.
"In case he gives up on the repairs," she replied with a grin.
It was nearly dark at that point and I didn't particularly enjoy the idea of walking down a rutted dirt road or crossing a pitted field with only the moon to guide me, so I put the bucket near the front door to remind me in the morning. I guessed that a single night wouldn't make any difference, even if the smell of early-autumn rain was already on the wind.
I felt differently the next day, when the heavens opened at around seven in the morning and the rain came pelting down. I didn't mind a little wet, personally, but it was true that I liked my wet to stay firmly outside and away from my books. If I were a young man with a leaking roof, I would be frustrated not to have the proper tools.
So, I dug my umbrella out of the closet and hung up the closed sign on the door. I followed the main street south and then turned onto one of the residential roads, ambling along until I'd left the houses well behind. Halfway across the wide field that led from town to The Pines, the asphalt ended abruptly where Low Ferry's municipal authority did, and turned instead into a dirt road carved up with tire tracks. The cottage was just barely visible as a blot on the side of the hill.
The fields had long grass to catch some of the water; it might get my pants wet but it would mean avoiding the oil-slick mud on the road. I set out at an angle to the dirt track, heading directly for the hill and the small building clinging to the side of it.
I was almost at the incline when I realized there was a figure on the roof: Lucas, in a pair of thick-soled boots and several layers of clothing, kneeling on the shingles. He had a rope tied around his chest, the other end hitched to the chimney to keep him from breaking his neck if he slipped.
"Hi-ya!" I called, when I thought I might be close enough to be heard above the steady patter of the rain. He looked up and over his shoulder, curiously.
"Hi," he called back. "Are you lost?"
"Not at all! I've brought you some tools," I replied. The words were just barely out of my mouth when I decided it sounded kind of absurd, but Lucas didn't seem amused so much as grateful.
"Thank god," he answered, and untied the rope from around his chest. He walked carefully to one edge of the roof and, before I had time to be surprised, he dropped over the eave and was hanging with one hand on the guttering, measuring the distance down with a glance. The roof was only about fifteen feet off the ground to start with, and he fell into the soft soil below with hardly a grunt. It wasn't graceful, but he did land on his feet.
I held up the bucket by the handle. He let out a short, sharp bark of laughter, startling me.
"That's not what I expected," he said, and then blushed. "I mean, thank you. Would you – uh, come inside? Out of the rain?"
He gestured to the back of the house and I followed him, through a weather-battered door and into a bright yellow kitchen. We stamped the mud off our boots on the mat just inside and Lucas removed an enormous ragged coat, revealing a corduroy shirt buttoned up over a turtleneck underneath, the collar and wrists dark where they'd gotten wet. He threw the coat on a chair next to the little breakfast table and invited me with another spare gesture to set my umbrella out to dry.
The kitchen didn't look exactly lived-in. There was nothing on the walls but a few pans hanging on hooks, and no visible food on the counters. The only personal touch was a small planter box filled with green sprouts. They didn't look like they'd survive another week, let alone the winter. The door to what I assumed was the living room was closed tightly.
Lucas went to a high shelf at the back of the kitchen and took down two mugs, back turned to me as he spoke.
"I telephoned the shop to ask what I was missing," he said. "I was told someone would bring out what I needed. They didn't say you would do it."
"I volunteered. I wanted to see what you'd done here," I answered.
"Not much," he said, taking a pan off a hook and setting it on the stove. "I have cocoa or coffee."
"Cocoa?"
"Yeah. I...like cocoa?" he ventured.
"That's fine then."
He nodded and took a bottle of milk from the fridge, pouring it into the pan. "Sit down if you want."
I pulled out a chair and sat, stretching my legs towards a heating vent while he lit the gas on the stove.
"Live alone out here?" I asked.
"Yep," he answered shortly. He took a makeshift hammer out of his belt, a wooden mallet wrapped in leather, and set it on the counter, replacing it with the hammer from the bucket I'd brought. Next he studied the caulk-gun for a while, then picked up the tube of caulk and fitted it in with a single, efficient gesture and a soft snap.
"Not your first time fixing a roof?" I asked.
"Oh, yes it is," he answered. "It's not something I've run into a lot, in my life."
He disappeared into the living room and returned with a wide piece of thick cloth, wrapping it around the aluminum snips before shoving them in his pocket.
Is this the first time you've lived alone?" I asked. He stopped and looked directly at me.
It wasn't that he seemed particularly malicious. There was a touch of innocent surprise in his stare. At the same time, however, it was almost as if he were trying to look past me – searching for another version of me, another kind of Christopher who had asked a different question altogether and had gotten a much more satisfactory answer than I was likely to get.
"This is the first place that's been mine," he said finally. He jerked the pan's handle lightly and the milk hissed as it slapped against the hot dry sides. He turned off the heat and added spoonfuls of dark powder to the mugs before pouring precisely half the milk into each. He passed me one and leaned on the counter nearby, hip hitched just over the edge, blue light through the window picking out shine in his wet hair.
"The leaks don't seem to be serious," I said, to make conversation. "Did you need to be up there fixing it in the rain?"
"They aren't so bad," he allowed. "They'll rot the ceiling, though, and they come through here and there." He opened a cupboard by way of example. Water was dripping from the top of it down into a bowl on the highest shelf.
"Rain can't last that long, though," I answered. "You could have waited until it was clear, couldn't you?"
"It's better to do it this way. At least then I know if I've actually stopped the leak or not," he answered.
"And have you?"
"Stopped the leaks? Two so far. Some need sealing from the inside."
"You didn't climb up to the roof to begin with, then."
"There's a trap-door into the attic, and a gable-window on the far side lets out onto the shingles. I would have come to get the tools, you didn't need to bring them all this way," he continued. He seemed more confident, in his own kitchen and on relatively solid factual ground. "That could have waited until the rain was over."
"I like the rain," I said.
"Who's minding your shop?"
"Nobody. I closed it before I came."
"Will you lose business?"
"I doubt it. It's the middle of the day, and it's raining. There's hours until school lets out."
"The children like you," he said.
"They like my comic books."
"I need to give you money," he said, taking a sudden conversational swerve. "For the woman at the hardware store."
"She'll put it on account for you. I mean, she does know where you live," I said, "Or she'll...hold your change," I continued, even as he was pressing a few battered bills into my hand.
"I like to pay promptly," he said.
"Then Paula will like you," I answered, tucking the cash into a pocket. "Do you want some help with the roof?"
"No, there isn't much more to be done," he said. "You're welcome to stay if you want, until the rain stops. It'll only be muddier going back. But you have your shop," he added, more to himself than to me. "You'll want to get back to your shop."
"I'm used to the mud," I said. "I don't mind it. Sure you don't want help?"
"No, thank you," he said, and set his empty mug in the sink. "I'll walk you down to the field."
He left me at the base of the hill, in rain that was softening from vicious to merely steady. It isn't wise to ignore where one is going, walking across a muddy field, but I turned around every so often to see if he had gone back to his repairs yet. By the time he returned to his patching, I was halfway home and his coat was a dark speck on a distant roof.
When I arrived back at the shop I changed out of my muddy clothes, padding around the ground floor in clean socks and ancient blue-jeans while I waited for the mud on my boots to dry. The boy who was so curious about Lucas was there again with his friends, but he had wandered away from the table where they were doing their homework (or at least where they were folding their homework into paper airplanes to throw at each other). He ducked one particularly well-aimed shot and leaned his elbows on my counter, hoisting himself up a little and then dropping down again.
"Have you gone to see Lucas today?" he asked.
I set down my sorting and looked across at him. "Yes, I have – how did you know?"
"I saw your boots," he replied. "Has he patched his roof yet?"
"You're quite the Sherlock Holmes," I said.
"That's the sort of thing people tell me when they think they shouldn't have to answer me because I shouldn't know enough to ask," he said solemnly.
"I'm sorry," I said, a little taken aback. "He was patching it when I left. He'll do better now that he has a real hammer."
"That's good. Are you going to buy firewood for winter?"
"Probably," I said. "Why?"
"Dad's got some split and seasoned cords for sale. Give you a half-cord for credit."
I raised an eyebrow. "What's your dad say about that?"
"He wants to shift it. He says I can sell to you for credit and it'll make me read more."
"Do you think it will?"
The boy grinned. "More comic books, anyway."
I laughed. "Done deal."
He offered a hand and I shook it.
"Do you think Lucas needs some?" he asked.
"I'd think so. He might not know he does, though. You're a salesman, sell him some."
"Okay, I will," he said, and went back to his friends, ordering them imperiously to be quiet.
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Date: 2009-02-10 10:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-10 10:27 pm (UTC)Also, yay. I look forward to more.
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Date: 2009-02-10 10:27 pm (UTC)Again, those are minor things and I'm looking forward to the next bit.
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Date: 2009-02-10 11:27 pm (UTC)The original draft was a lot of Christopher talking about himself, at the start, and I cut that because it was contrived, but I do need to give more about him earlier on. I don't think I describe him once in the whole book. Or the others, actually. Huh.
*makes note in BIG CAPS LETTERS about this*
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Date: 2009-02-10 10:39 pm (UTC)Real feedback later; I haven't even read it yet! ;)
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Date: 2009-02-10 11:04 pm (UTC)I am thoroughly intrigued. Lucas is perfectly captivating. I really like the feel of this so far, and I know we all know villages and towns like that. It's very well set.
I, too, am curious to know more about Christopher. But I think it would be far too unnatural for a first person narrator to describe themselves. I can only assume you'll be finding ways to reveal things about him as we go on.
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Date: 2009-02-10 11:25 pm (UTC)The first draft of this opened with Christopher giving a summary of his life, but it was so contrived. I feel like the stuff that's important to the story comes out when it should in the later chapters, but I should probably give at least SOME detail about him sooner. I don't think I ever describe him in the story at all. Not even hair colour.
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Date: 2009-02-10 11:07 pm (UTC)I think you're just going to have to update more quickly than you said because I'm going to read it far too fast.
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EDIT: And now you've got me re-reading CartCraft while I wait. Nostalgia is a curse.
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Date: 2009-02-10 11:24 pm (UTC)By all means, if you have remarks your inner editor wants to share, I'm wide open to commentary and critique -- that's why I'm posting it. At the same time sometimes it's nice to just let a story wash over you, so no pressure. :)
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Date: 2009-02-10 11:08 pm (UTC)(And more squee'ing about Ellis Graveworthy novel. Yay!)
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Date: 2009-02-10 11:11 pm (UTC)Am looking forward greatly to the updates.
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Date: 2009-02-10 11:16 pm (UTC)The community is charming, and I like the bookstore.
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Date: 2009-02-10 11:32 pm (UTC)WILDLY INTRIGUED
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Date: 2009-02-10 11:43 pm (UTC)Minor, teenytiny, editorial/preefroading points: You're missing an open-quotes in one place (where Christopher is talking to Lucas about the roof repairs) - Is this the first time you've lived alone?" I asked. He stopped and looked directly at me. Also, you've said in that section that Christopher hung up the closed sign on the door, but when he gets back the children already seem to be inside the book shop. How did they get in?
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Date: 2009-02-10 11:46 pm (UTC)Is this the first time you've lived alone?" I asked. <-- this needs a "
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Date: 2009-02-11 12:01 am (UTC)It's supposed to be contemporary, but I don't think I really give dates -- trying to keep it from being dated I suppose. (In the original, there wasn't even a location -- it was just The Village and The City, and nothing like money to indicate country at all. That was a Bad Choice. :D)
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Date: 2009-02-11 12:03 am (UTC)I think a lot of people undervalue just how comforting
and peaceful slice-of-life literature can be.
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Date: 2009-02-11 12:06 am (UTC)Anyway, if that's deliberate, then, awesome, carry on! I look forward to reading the rest as it's posted.
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